so i think today i will go to work. its a lost cause though...now all i have to do is figure out how to get through a year of a job i dont want to go to. i wish there was a way i could read while i was at work, but thats a dead give away. reading on the internet is easy, but i dont like reading books like that. im just trying to wake up all the way, so i dont have anything to really write about. maybe the fact that im a dirty old man, but ill save that one for later